The cold night air, stabbing me like a hundred stabbing knives, is damp with the scent of rain. My friend pulls me closer to him, does he even know what he means to me? No way… Now we’re under a blanket, his hands exploring my body, inside my shirt, my underwear is disappearing. His hands are everywhere, going deeper and further. Is this safe? We’re only friends!
I swing around, staring deeply into his beautiful eyes, what is he thinking? I’m so unsure! But then suddenly our lips meet in a perfect lingering kiss, and it feels right… but how? We’re only friends! Minutes later the lights are out and my satin gown is already missing, he’s so close! Touching me, kissing me. Our warm bodies capturing the only heat known to us tonight.
I feel delusional, so strange. It’s as if right and wrong are suddenly fused together to create perfect sin. With our bodies and love for each other heating up in a matter of minutes, all is lost…
Our friendship – fused together as sin, one love.
There’s no way out of this sin, we’re one.
But we’re still only friends!
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